BlackOutShow, a personal blog that offers resources. I`m Monique. If someone were to describe a 21 year old black female who is moody and self-diagnosed bipolar, you get me. If I had my way, I would be married to Shia S. LaBeouf/Jensen Ackles/Tremaine A. Neverson/Omari Grandberry/Jared Padalecki/John Cena/ and Robert Pattinson, be wealthy and successful, look like a model, still possess a good heart, have a positive attitude, and live forever. However, I am currently a sad possibly-permanent college dropout with a crappy part time job at Wal-Mart, who spends way too much time on the internet, gets constant migraines, and doesn`t like to sleep when normal people do, and also knows that this is one hell of a run-on....

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Instead of giving myself reasons why I can't, I give myself reasons why I can.
- Author Unknown

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